umm...well i babysat yesterday and took the kids to family fun day...which still counted as babysitting...and i made thirty bucks! and later that day i hung out and then went to the carnival with Iviez, lauren and shannon...ummm OMG i went on the skymaster and that ride is the bomb! i thought it was going to be worse than the sea dragon cuz i get motion sick on that....but it was awesome...my last time on it was with Iviez..we were laughin at first then ivy started screamin that her phone fell that was scary...haha but it was funni too cuz she was freaking out! but we finally got it and it was only a lil cracked..at least it didnt explode...lol

well now i am on my way up to New Hampshire...well actually Mount Senape....iunno how to spell it...but my cuzzin has a cottage up theah...so we'll spend the daii theah...yup so happy third of July...and ig i dont update this...happy fourth of july!

umm lets see...i went to the gym on monday..and that was tough for a first day...they work ya real hard...then i went to the carnival on tuesday nite with li0n...kris...and caitlyn or nicole but they didnt hang wit us that much...and my legs and butt hurt that day! lol anyways today i went back to the gym cuz i do it mon wed and fri...it was easier today but still hard...i mite go to the carnival tomorrow nite with andi li0n and kris...if they can come...but we'll go swimmin at my house first....cuz we're cool like that...

yup i am really bored and sore today..and i was going to go to tinytots tomorrow mornin but they are annoying..so i'm not...lol....i'd way rather sleep in as much as i can...ok yeah...kai*

wow... i havent updated this in a while...o well

umm yeah...we officially lost the comissioners cup...cuz we lost the first and last game and tied the second....MAN! on the last game i was in goal and the score was 1-0 them in the second half...and this moby dick (lol vyx) shot on me and i had the ball in my hand but it was over the line and then it slipped and dropped and it was a goal...OMFG that ref was a total dumbass! she called the stupidest things....like Caitlyn was up on one girl and they were shoving and the ref called her for it and she's like "NONE OF THAT" like it was a huge thing...and when someone made a high kick like people do in soccer...she called it as a Dangerous Play?!wtf? i mean its soccer...u kick the ball high...its not like ur gunna kill someone...i wanted to like trip her and have everyone run over her and be like..."oops...dangerous play..my bad"

grrr....even the parents on the sidelines were annoyed with her....it wouldnt be bad to have called one dangerous play...but four times in like one quarter?....we were like "just let us play!" man o man...she made me mad...she killed it..i bet that if we had a different ref...our team would have won...but Billerica was good...i guess

well i am really tired and freezing right now..cuz i took a shower and my hairs wet and the ac's on...ok well i am cuddlie in my blankie..so yeah bye...kai*

wow...today was the first day of summer and theahs nothing to do!...i mean i slept over Iviez last night and we stayed up till 2 watching "the seed of chucky"...man that movie is retarted! its like weirdo dollz with a weirdo gay -acting doll son... i barely watched it cuz i was listening to almost everysong on Iviez ipod...but i watched the ending...its unrated only cuz of the language and blood...yeah thats weird...well our soccer team is in the Commitioners Cup this weekend and i still cant find my soccer shorts that are right...my mom shrunk one pair...cuz i looked at the tag and they're are meduims..and i play soccer...so i got all mad and had to play the last two games with more comfortably shorts...o well...

well its pretty hot out today...and tomorrow i have a doctors oppointment...i dont kno what they will do to me...but they have to find out what is wrong with my stomache....yeah the loser other doctor..she said i was lacto...but i highly doubt it..anyways...my daddy is burnin my dinner so i have to go and laugh at him....haha

OMG the last day of school was wikid sad!!! kristen and caitlin are goin to the tech so they started to cry...then of course Big Mack(nicole) started to cry...which made liOn (kayla) cry! i hate when people cry...so does meggie...so we were really sad..and miscolly (molly) didnt cry either...but once the bell rang...we realized it was the real 'it'...it was all over..miscolly broke down...that was hurtful...then at dismissal casey cried too and i cried earlier and then..and on the way home...man o man...i cant believe its actually over...now its only memoriez....some we can laugh at...some that makes us cry...and some that make us really want to go back. its all in our past now....its fading away...theahs no turning back....we're on our different tracks.

that all means that theahs no more pushing and screaming down the challenger stairs liOn...theahs no more circumsized squares miscolly...theahs no more laughing in social studiez meggie and vyx...theahs no more "so an arc is" in math miscolly and liOn...theahs no more laughing in launguage lee li...theahs no more looking fo green around your block iviez....theahs no more pretzel poking in your eye andi...theahs no more laughing and talking and mr. spriggs having to move u kris...theahs no more of u copying my work in spanish ari...theahs no more school dances and being goofy....theahs no more HANGING OUT B4 HOMEROOM liOn...miscolly...big mack...meggie...shell...andi..and kris...theahs no more food fights at lunch liOn and meggie..theahs no more foolin around in specialists shell and iviez...theahs no more MIDDLE SCHOOL all together...man i am tearing as i'm typing...thats soooooo sad why do we have to leave????!!!! i dont wanna i miss pickin on ya guyz..cry cry cry..... 'we laughed when we said we wouldn't want to leave...and we cried when they said we had to'

u kno what all this really means? long phone conversations and partiez...and malls... and moviez with the whole gang.. looking at the field trip and dance and last day pictures....and if we are in high school...we have to talk to eachother...no matter where we are...because we cant forget what we were...budz....its just like in the song..."as our lives change...come whatever...we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER!!!" you guyz rock!! i love you guyz too much to let it all go just cuz we're goin to different schools...or in different classes...we will always remember eachother.....i know i will never forget any of you.

this was the longest and most powerful entry i have ever wrote...i will have to read it from time to time just to keep the memoriez fresh...

i miss and love you all_xoxox_kai*